Ugh. I'd like to say that I don't know why I have been so mopey and depressed lately, but I can't. I know exactly why. I have almost reached my limit for being here. I am pretty much done, I could care less and I am ready to be home.
The sad thing is, is because I feel this way, it is spilling over into everything that could be potentially good and just making me about 96% miserable. Like today- if I hadn't been so down already, I probably would have just flipped the bitch teacher off and let it go, instead of stewing about her blatant and cruel insensitivity all afternoon.
Even the canned pineapple I bought depressed me. I know that because it was so cheap I shouldn't really expect much- but it was only vaguely ripe. No colour, no taste :( I almost cried.
Plus, I have been getting stress headaches as well, because I have been so wrapped up in my misery. Ugh, and planning a trip that gets more expensive by the day doesn't help either. So. I am going to do my best to muddle through the misery and the suck that i am currently wallowing in. However, I can't promise that my blogs will be uplifting of inspiring in any way, shape, or form.
Thank you for your understanding and cooperation in this matter.
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Uplifting and inspiring is not necessary.
Where is the trip you are planning going to? Sounds like fun.
And I heard that you are thinking of doing the whole RN thing? Cool.
Dude, I am more than okay with downsizing the trip. I told mom that on the day that we were all talking about it.
I feel ya M... I'm miserable right now too and you're so right about it affecting everything else in your life right now.
Sending you a huge hug from far away!
Em-- Quit planning! We will play it by ear when we get there. There are lots of things to do around your place! If your depression is getting this bad, maybe you need to think about just coming home
Or just a nice weekend trip to your dear friend Megan's house for the weekend. We can compare notes on whose family trip is going to be the most expensive, lol. Why would we be left in charge? I am a terrible planner. Come next weekend?
LOL. Mom- it's not that bad, I have just been feeling a bit down lately. I am prolly just getting sick. And you know that I can't just NOT plan. Even the idea of that terrifies me.
Meg- I will be there sometime Thursday evening. It's a date :)I'll even bring Hector.
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